You healed my heart,
You made it whole,
Then you tore it out of my chest,
And you broke it, you shattered it,
Into so many little pieces...
You used to make me feel so special,
As if my life actually meant something in this corrupted world,
And I was never alone when I was with you,
But ever since you walked away,
Acting like nothing ever happened, like our love was nothing,
I've never felt more forlorn...
I thought it was the end of the world,
When I was abandoned before,
But with you, it was far more worse,
I felt as if I wouldn't be able to survive,
In life or death, or anywhere...
All the promises you made,
We're never accomplished,
All the hopes and dreams I had that involved you,
Never succeeded to become a reality...
Why did you leave me?
Because you missed the freedom of being a whore?
Because you cared more about
What they wanted you to do and what to say?
Than our love for each other?
So I guess the phrase "I love you"
Were no more than meaningless words to comfort me from the truth
That you never did love me...
I try to forget you,
To erase you from my memories,
But everywhere I go,
There's always a sign of you,
You're everywhere...
I hate you for what you did to me,
Yet I love you so much because you became half my soul,
I don't know if I will ever get over you,
Because I never loved anyone as much as you,
No matter how much time comes to pass,
The scar you left in my heart will never heal... |
