I sit all alone in a room with four walls,
slowly and steadily they seem to come close,
rooftop looks down on me ever so clear,
waiting for its time to come on crashing in.
I try to get out
and talk amongst others,
but pain and fear grab me
back by the shoulders.
I hear my voices
abusing me so,
"your fat your lazy"
"just get up and go".
But where would I go?
Here is so safe,
if I'm in trouble
a nurse comes straight away.
I want my own voices and thoughts to come back.
I want to ride that train on the normality track. |
